Sunday, September 19, 2010

What life is like

I've been thinking about Ben alot today...alot lately.


I think about him everyday really, but I mean dwelling on it....it creeps in whenever it gets quiet. It's been quiet alot lately.


Think about the last time I saw him.


Get confused about which time was the last time...


Don't even know what to think anymore. When I think about or watch something from when I was a kid I can't enjoy it without thinking the last time I saw it he was alive.


Is that how my life will be measured?


Before and after?

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